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Friday, March 02, 2007

anger management


there're two things that make me happy today. first of all, there's no more Samantha in my department and i finally managed to find and create the new format of Monthly Business Report for my managers. thanks to my General Manager, Ms. Mary Chew for the help and guidance. i received a lot of emails regarding Samantha's issue yesterday. surprisingly, 99% of the emails showed strong support to me and they even shared their personal experiences that were related to my issue. well...life has its ups and downs. and Samantha is the down part of my life. haha...

however, i received a question asking why i didn't talk to Samantha and settle this issue professionally. my answer is...dude, whoever you are, i've been talking to this evil many times before but to no avail. everytime i tried to discuss with her about any issues in a polite way, she would automatically become a "monkey" without giving me enough time to complete my explanation or question. baru nak tanya dah pot!pet!pot!pet and then she kept using the "f" word. when i told her to calm down, she would say,'' ah! aku peduli apa. aku cakap betul ma! kau tolong bagitau manager manager kau, aku nak benda ni settle secepat mungkin. i don't care how the fuck they gonna do it! "

dear readers, what would be your reaction if you're given this kind of answer by someone whose position is lower than you. c'mon! for the bad temper and hot-blooded people, sure dah sepak dah! but i managed to smile and kept cool! i talked to her nicely and asked her to be more professional when reporting any issues regarding my managers. i even advised her to lower down her voice as we're in the office at that time. orang pun dah mula banyak kat office. tak malu ke kalau orang dengar!

i still remember my manager from Seremban 2 called me up and said,'' En. Kamal, apahal Samantha tu. Cakap dengan saya macam nak gaduh je! Panggil saya pulak "kau" je. Cakap baik baik tak boleh ke?"

a week after that, another manager from One Utama said the same thing,'' Apahal Samantha tu! Cakap dengan i macam nak sound i je! Kurang ajar betul lah! Nasib baik lagi 2 minggu nak resign dah. Kalau tak i maki cukup cukup!

same goes to my manager at Jusco Cheras Selatan. he mentioned the same thing about Samantha. the only reason why they managed to control their anger is because they knew that she's going to resign soon. a week before she resigned, i did tell her to use proper words when talking to my managers. but she surprisingly answered,'' ah! aku peduli apa! kalau diaorang tak suka, nasiblah! aku nak resign dah! who the fuck cares, anyway!" i was stunned for a while! nak sound balik, kiri kanan ramai orang. masa tu macam macam benda dah keluar dalam kepala. kejap rasa nak botakkan kepala dia, kejap rasa nak mandikan dia dengan asid, kejap rasa macam nak hantukkan kepala dia dengan laptop. pendek kata...sebut je segala jenis seksaan dalam dunia ni. semua dah keluar dalam kepala masa tu.

but the only thing that make me different is (in fact, all Muslims to be exact)- as a Muslim, kita semua ada iman, betul tak? kalau tak banyak pun at least sikit. kalau Nabi boleh sabar bila orang caci maki dia dan baling dia dengan najis, sepatutnya kita kenalah contohi dia betul tak? bukan ke sabar itu separuh daripada iman. lagipun orang yang suka marah marah ni sahabat iblis. dan Samantha ni hanyalah salah satu umpan iblis nak merosakkan masa depan saya kat Jusco ni. hahaha...kesian iblis kena tipu. itulah bodoh sangat tak nak pergi sekolah. nasib baik setiap pagi saya baca ayat kursi sebelum keluar rumah. sebab tu setiap kali saya rasa nak maki Samantha je....terus tak jadi. saya cakap betul ni! dah banyak kali dah berlaku. bila nak sound je, asyik tak jadi. tiba tiba mood dah ok balik. punyalah hebat ayat Quran ni. dahlah iblis! pergi keluarkan wang KWSP la. awak tu patut dah lama pencen dah. tak serik serik ke? tak bosan ke duduk lama lama kat Bermuda Triangle tu. baik awak apply kerja dengan Jusco, lagi baik! kalau ada rezeki, boleh jadi Operations Manager macam saya, hahaha....perasan!

tak pun kerja chef kat hotel lima bintang ke. boleh belajar masak banyak makanan. saya suka nasi daging merah tau. kelas gitu, nyah! eh...masa bila aku jadi mak nyah ni! tapi pasal awak tak hensem, buruk, hodoh...ada tanduk pulak tu, baik kerja kat kandang lembu je la. boleh kawan dengan lembu. sebab lembu pun ada tanduk pendek macam awak. lagipun banyak lagi cara nak melepaskan marah ni. that's why i've decided to choose my blog as the right place to express my anger. tak salahkan? lagipun, saya ni kan manusia. mana boleh simpan marah lama lama. boleh gila wo! bila lepaskan marah kat blog ni, at least tak ada siapa lah yang tercedera kena belasah! semua orang selamat! hahaha....

well...that's all guys! let bygone be bygone! i just hope that there will be no more Samantha next time! the conclusion from my story is...i just need to be patient, that's all! tak guna marah marah ni. nanti jadi kawan Samantha ...eh, kawan iblis kang, susah pulak! relax and keep cool! eh! apasal aku guna perkataan "saya" kat atas tadi. peliknya! anyway...gudnite guys!

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